お菓子がほしい。。。

I want sweets.

Every now and then sweets are good but when you don’t have any for awhile you kinda miss it.  Especially in Japan, where there are many different kinds of sweets.  Even at times when I’m starving for other things, sweets just happens to pop into my head.  When I see my peeps in possession of sweets I get a little jealous.  It’s easy to go out and buy just any old sweets, but many times that’s too much of a hassle and I don’t have enough of a sweet tooth to go out and by my own.

Maybe I don’t deserve any sweets…maybe this is life’s way of telling me that sweets are okay every now and then.  I haven’t been working out so much recently as I should be…I could just ignore it until the right time arrives.  Yet again, the child in me is like “Now, now, now!”.  What if I go so long without it that my body won’t be able to handle it due to old age?

I’m thinking too much as always.  I’ve discovered that the long you go without sweets, gradually, after a certain point, you think less about it.

Until…

You’re reminded when the last time you’ve indulged in it.

That’s when the cravings come back x10.

I’ve been told to be patient.  I’ve been told the actions on how to enable myself to receive sweets from others.  Even with advise and knowledge on how to survive without sweets…I still want it.

I wish I’d never experienced sweets.

Snowfield Rhapsody