What’s Good Homie?

It’s been awhile since I’ve spoken freely on a blog with no particular theme in mind.

Since this is the case, I’ll have fun with it by having a usual convo with my Homie.

Who’s my Homie dat i’m talkin bout?  Hmm…I think I’ll keep dat a secret.  I would say that a few choice peepz know who dis Homie be. It ain’na secret ya feel me, but knowing who he be ain’t really important.  Just know that he’s always around chillin n doin his own thang.

Da Homie doesn’t talk, but he chills and listens.  Isn’t that what most people want sometimes?  Today is one of those times for me I guess.

So, what’s really good Homie?  How you been livin?

Shit, you know me better than most, I just be chillin n tryna handle biz ya feel me?  But nah, niggas be wantin to play games all damn and on the real i’m kinda pissed about it.  I said niggas as in plural for tha gurlz that be fuckin round with the games as well.  Y’een even kno half of it homie.  Damn, my uncle told me to “trust no nigga or no bitch” and now i really feel him on that.  Fuck all this jumpin thru hoopz n shit, if they ain’even ready to man-up n handle biz then what’s da point?

Anywayz, let me talk about how I’m fuckin up my own shit.  Damn, I kno my bro be rollin n his grave (RIP Lavon) at tha shit I been doin.  What’s good, James?  Why you fuckin up on shit when you got people lookin at ya expectin greatness?  What am I ‘pose to be doin Homie?  Do I put up a front n be easy or do i keep it real n be alone?  If I was up on my game like i’m suppose to maybe i would have da skills to get up on what i need to be doin.  I aint got time to be wastin on useless things that ain’t gon cut it.  I see niggas gettin theirs and all they care about is gettin that money.  It works for them, but i kno dat shit ain’ gon work when i try n do dat shit.

I don’t e’en kno how to act.  On some real shit, Im down to just kick it in Japan, chill with no problems with the other homie, meet some dope ass peepz, and be easy in my apartment that hopefully i’ll never be at unless it’s wit company.  I don’t e’en deserve all’a that huh, Homie?  It’s all good, shit ain’ gon work out as usual, but best believe i’mma have my fun tho.

Word…now that I thinkin bout it, why don’t I just be the realest nigga out there and take shit from no one?  Aint nobody gon eva be me, so why e’en botha tryna be sumthin that I ain’t?  Lavon, the Lockett homies (RIP), all my SGI fam back home, the home fam, n the SC homies will be proud if I just real right?  Yeah, I’m feelin that idea.  Holdin all the people that I love down and doin my own thing.

Sounds good Homie, thanks for chillin like always.  Fuck puttin this on FB, cuz most of ’em won’t even understand where I be comin from.  It’s all good tho, all they need to know is that I’m doin me and they can ride or die wit me if dey want.

Peace out, be easy, and good lookin on da convo Homie,

Snowfield Rhapsody

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