Realization

I’ve come to learn that when I realize many things at once, I can’t function like I want/need to due to not knowing what to do.  That’s the reason why I haven’t blogged in a good minute; it’s not because I didn’t want to but more so because I can’t.

I have no idea what to write despite having many things I could potentially write about.  All of my thoughts right now feel like a hurricane, tsunami, tornado, and an erupting volcano culminating into one violent flurry of emotions that I can’t express into neither words nor actions accurately.

…yeah, that’s all I have.  I’ve sat at this one point re-reading what I’ve wrote for almost 10 mins now and I can’t formulate a single thought.  I have to call it a day here at this point in time.  I’ve searched through every single word in Spanish, English, and Japanese that I could possibly invoke with my current brain capacity and…nothing.

My bad readers, I’ll do my best to do a a bit better next time.

James (I can’t even use my pen-name on this pathetic piece of writing)