New Beginnings/My Pet-Peeves pt. 3

Sup everyone?

Since this is my new blog, which will be  delving into the thoughts of a 19 year old young black man by the name of James Shonin Kelly III, I figure that I should start out by introducing what kind of person that I am. And what better way to do this than to list my pet peeves? haha

Pet Peeve #1 – People that look down on other people

Now, I realize that this pet peeve can umbrella over many different aspects in the way that people interact with each other, but it bothers me to no end when another human being acts as if they are above another human being.  That’s why I do not like being in leadership positions- I know the job has to be done, but I always feel as if I might abuse m power unknowingly or may piss someone off unknowingly. But when people blatantly disrespect other people with no regards towards them, then it pisses me off.

Alright, I’ll stop with the pet peeves cuz I can see myself getting annoyed just thinking of these.  Now I guess it’s time for my thoughts.

Right now, I’m chillin with my eyes close while listening to Jazzanova – No Use.  I’ve been sooooo stressed out over many things recently and today was a good day to just chill out and relax.  Recently I’ve been so annoyed at the radio because all I hear is Drake and Auto-tune wherever I go.  I miss the times where I could turn on the radio and hear hits from many different artists instead of hearin the same ones over n over again.

Living with 5 other people that I’m comfortable with is cool, but it sucks that I’m not around like-minded people.  I’m tryna concentrate on getting into grad school, gettin my study abroad shit together, trying to be at least intermediate in the super-incredibly difficult language of Japanese, all the while trying to feed myself without spending a fortune. They do not impede upon my efforts to do these things, but I wish I had someone else living here with me so that we could talk about these kinds of things together and keep each other on track.

Man, blogging is weird because I’m actually writing to an audience. But since these are my thoughts, I’ve decided to write this blog just like I write my thoughts in my notebook.  I’m neither a reporter nor writing this blog to talk about specific things, therefore I will write as if I am talking to myself or to no one.  If I didn’t write this way, then I would rather not waste the time to post my thoughts on the net.  Well, I could get into an argument about this with myself, but that would just take to long and wouldn’t make a difference because I’m already writing this haha.

I wonder what people think that I think on a consistent basis? Does anyone ever care what anyone else thinks about on a consistent basis? Maybe they do, but maybe I’m not important enough for people to care about my thoughts haha. I do think about how other people think.  It’s an interesting relationship between our thoughts and our language.  The best way I could explain this relationship is how I see myself trying to explain myself, well, my thoughts that is.  I always try to express myself perfectly, but no matter what words I use, I always feel that I’m never really fully understood.  This is why I wish I had an identical twin at times, he/she would probably understand what I was thinking.

Well, I would write more, but I gotta wake up at 5 in the morning for work and I gotta cook and do some reading and other things.  As a disclaimer, even though I have pet peeves I will never claim to not do these same things to other people.  But I would almost never do these things intentionally if I was consciously aware of it.  Oh, and I say pt. 3 on the title because I’m pretty sure I’ve ranted on myspace and facebook already about some of my pet peeves.   I just hope someone reads this so I wouldn’t have wasted time on this haha.  And I’m open to suggestions on what to write about on these blogs, so don’t hesitate to comment on either here or on Facebook, etc.

Peace for now