My Crush, Unstereotypable, The Autocrat, and 126

…..was what I was going to be blogging about, but I’ve thought about so many different things since then that I’ve decided to just make this particular blog into a catch-up blog.

I was talking to my homie Onye, one of the people who really wanted me to start this, to get some feedback on my blog not too long ago and he told me that it was unorganized with thoughts all over the place.  And I thought “Perfect”.  I don’t choose to be all over the place, that’s just how my mind is.  I feel as though Snowfield Rhapsody’s blog is about the mind of James Shonin Kelly III.  Not a place to talk about specific things, just a place to ramble about life.  So please keep reading what I have to say =).

Since living in an apartment, I’ve grown to appreciate a chair and a table.  Being on the floor all the time just gets annoying when I’m trying to use a laptop or if I want to be productive.  There are two chairs, but no surface to do the previously said actions. *sigh*

Anyways, I think I want to focus on myself for a good while because as it stands, I am not happy with the person that I have become.  Simply put, I’m unhealthy.  And I mean in all ways.  Just like they teach us Soka students in Health and Wellness class – Physically, Mentally, Socially, Religiously, and Spiritually health are all intertwined and I don’t think I’m no where near as healthy as I want to be in any of these categories.

The main one that I would like to focus on is my social health.  Recently, I’ve developed this bad habit of reacting to things with anger.  Even though that’s how I’ve always been my whole life, (It’s a genetic thing) I have learned how to control it over the course of my life.  Nah, I don’t mean like anger-management problems, but I do need to think about the words and tone that I use to address people when spoken to or when I react to things.  So, if I’m more quiet than usual, then that’s because I’m thinking about what I need to say probably.

Here’s a question that’s been on my mind recently = What is your definition of a real friend?  Is there a true universal definition of what a real friend is?  Can two people be considered friends if one person does not believe that the other person fits their definition of what a friend is?  I have to think on this because I’m not even sure myself.

There are many more things that I would like to say, but I am sick with a massive headache with a billion thoughts running around in my head.  I’ll peace out for now, but tomorrow I’ll be back and I’ll try to stay on my blog grind.

Thanks for readin and for all of ya support

James Shonin Kelly III