I’m Ready For Change

But before I begin this blog, I’d like to let everyone know how I’m feeling right now:

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Yup, that’s exactly how I’m feeling at this moment.

Life’s beautiful isn’t it?

I’m a Junior now.  I reconnected with homies over the summer.  I learned a lot about other people and a lot about myself.  Best thing is:  I’M NOT SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR ANYMORE!

Damn, I’ve never been so happy to just lie down in my bed and knock out.  Even though this bed is temporary and I will not have a chance to have my own bed until I get my own place when I’m a full fledged bachelor, it’ s better than sleeping on an air mattress or a twin sized mattress that’s situated on the floor.

Anyways,  I’m going to start writing properly again instead of using the slang, profanity, etc.  That’s how writing is huh?  Your personality at the time dictates how you interact with your writing.  Actually, I think that if you are deeply involved in anything that requires any sort of effort from you can be affected by your emotions at that time.  So if you read my blogs and listen to the way I speak in person, please do not be alarmed or think I’m perpetrating a fraud or anything like that.  But I do have a theory that the lack of humidity here in Cali is part of the reason why my voice changes from being back home as opposed to me being here at Soka.  Hmm…..

I probably won’t be able to go to sleep for a little while after I finish this blog due to my currently messed up schedule.  I gotta research what classes I want to take vs classes that I need to take vs what classes are available.  It’s simple in action, but it also affects me in the long run so I have to be careful.  It’s gonna be legit not having to have a language class three times a week though.  I’m excited to take my classes though.  Not because of what I’m taking, but I’m ready to apply myself just to see what potential I have.

I’ve been told many times that I could/will do great things.  I’m not sure how true that is, but this year I’m going to do my best in everything that I do so that I can know for myself what I truly can and cannot do.  And I think I have the tools to do it:  My suite room is all set up with everything that I could possibly.  I feel kind of like a girl when I say this, but I feel so satisfied with the way my room is now.  On the real, this is the first time that I’ve ever customized my room to the way I wanted it and it feels like home.  I still have a lot of unpacking to do, but I’ll get to it by the end of the week.

I don’t really like it that my roommate, whom I consider to be my brother, and I are separated but at the same time I’m pretty sure we have our own shit to deal with and maybe having a suite this year will help us grow in ways that living in a double cannot.  I just hope our relationship doesn’t suffer too much, but whatever happens Shishir Shinta Khatiwada will always be family to me.

Sooo many plans that I need to make, so many things that I need to do, and so much adversity will challenge me this year, but at the same time, I’m ready for change.  So with a spirit that’s ready to conquer anything thrown at me with a mind full of optimism, what can stop me?

I’m ready.

P N B E

James Shonin Kelly III

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