Breif Synopsis of the History of Snowfield Rhapsody

I once read on another blog awhile ago that bloggers blog because they enjoy doing it, not because they care about other people’s opinions.

This made me question why I hang onto the persona of Snowfield Rhapsody.  I originally started this blog because of the suggestions of two of my homies.  I hope that both of them still read my blog lol  But after reading the above quote, I wasn’t sure if I write because of other people’s opinions of my thoughts, which is what I was originally doing, or because I enjoy writing.  Hmmm…..

I have definitely experienced new things, concepts, ideas, etc. since starting this blog in late June, but have I really changed at all?  I can’t answer that question, and that makes me sad.  If I’m exactly the same as I was back then, then I’m not making any progress at all.  And if I have changed, then I don’t even recognize what I’ve become.  Right now, I’m not mentally strong enough to even begin to ponder these questions.  When I’ve been faced with put up or shut up moments, well….let’s just say that my mouth is firmly shut at the moment.

Until my bout with stupidity, idiocy, and ignorance is over, which it may never be, just doing what’s in front of me with expectations out the window seems the best option for me.  I guess I don’t like blogging for the same reason as a person who used to talk to me:  I can’t be 100% truthful on blogs.  I haven’t lied on a blog, but there are many things that I wish to share that I just cannot simply due to promises or other personal reasons.  On the other hand, as I always say, being alone sucks.  But being alone right now isn’t so bad, it just sucks. =/ not sure if that makes sense, but that’s how it feels to me I guess.

I can say this though:  this specific blog was a brief escape from the incredible amount of work that I do have.  And in order to be less stupid with my time, I’ll leave this blog at this.

SnowRhap