Antonym of Realization

Here is a quick English question:  what is the antonym of the word “realization”?  Without looking it up in a dictionary, just say to yourself what words would be antonyms to realizing something.

Done?

Well, when I looked and thought, I found no direct antonym to realization so I guess the antonym is up to your choosing.

The reason why I brought this up, however, is because of this blog post of mine “Realization”.  The reason why I’m thinking about the antonym is because the way I feel now is kind-of the opposite of how I am right now.  It’s….definitely not the same, but not completely different.

I have so many things to say, so many new ideas just waiting to be pondered, and so many hopes and ambitions I want to relay to people that will be there to support me.  Unfortunately, I’m not able to do those due to exhaustion and lack of time.  I really have my work cut out for me this year and so far I’ve been handling it….ok.  It definitely could be worse, but I most certainly can do better.  Slowly but surely I’ll unveil all that is both good and bad; all I’m asking is for you readers to bear with me while I bear with what I have to deal with myself.

The realization that I have many things to say but no time to say it vs the blog where I didn’t have anything to say are both different but are not different enough to be called opposite:  they both say completely different things, but they both don’t say anything at all.  Similar to the antonym of realization:  since a word hasn’t appeared that is the complete opposite of it, one must use other words that aren’t exactly the opposite of it in order to describe it’s antonym.

Saying something rather than remaining silent when there is a situation that doesn’t fit an exact mold is better than saying at all though, right?

PNBE

Snowfield Rhapsody