Dark Tears

i am a devious creature.

with too much knowlegde, i have full advantage.

the need for revenge never escapes my thoughts.

it lies there,

behide a darken door,

i dare not enter.

but at times of sorrow

i lean on the door out of despair

and i hear her whisper…

dark things

things i have already known.

will she do them?

unfortunately no.

when  i see the way he looks at me

 i can not.

there seems to be something too sweet and fragile

to break in his gaze.

why do i care for he who won’t wipe my tears away?

i am the sucker i pretend not to be,

but i would like, one day, to be the one who takes his tears away.

-to the Jerk who broke my heart.

xoxo

8~31~11

~normal is over-rated~